I like the way I used to think; when I had money. I was never rich by any means but I could buy things when I needed them. I even could purchase a few non-necessities like capos and booze.Being poor means you can't drink like you used to. Not being able to drink like you used to means you can't think like you used to. Not being able to think like you used to makes your perception of things change. Changing your perception of things makes you fear things that you may have not feared before. Fearing what you may have not feared before makes you more paranoid and increases your chances of becoming insane. Becoming insane might make me think like I used to.
